Sometimes I think I'd like to be a horse. They innately understand how to live in the present moment. They don't battle with ego the same way we do. Lately I've been feeling that feeling of needing to do more, to be more. Feeling like I'm not yet enough. I was looking though my journal and I found this entry from a couple of months ago. I love it when I realize I already have the answers!
When I have a shift in awareness, a shift towards authenticity, my ego becomes scared and challenged. The urge to do something, to be something arises. Old stories and patterns try to grab my attention. Yet when I notice where I am, what I see, smell, hear, feel and taste my experience returns to the present moment. I then realize I am exactly where I need to be, doing or not doing exactly what I need to be doing or not doing and that I am not the stories or patterns that emerge. I am the presence that is witnessing them. I am the divine. I am love. I am peace.